lonely...

i get so bored when keith is working. i love that its two weeks on two weeks off, makes for lots of together time when he's not working, but when he is working, he's gone A LOT.''

i will admit its better than when we were doing the long distance thing and we went six months without seeing each other, but now i'm used to seeing him.

maybe i'm just being silly.

on another note, i was researching the process of adoption last night and i was really surprised to learn about the price difference between public and private adoption. apparently most of the fees are waived during the public adoption process. just good information to have....you never know.

anyway, today was a busy day at work, just getting ready for going into the office. it really has me stressing about when the year is up, what the heck am i going to do? i don't think i want to go back into a classroom, but if there is no other choice, will i go to another place to work? and do what when i get there? i really think i need a new career.